I write words I cannot say,
I feel emotions I cannot portray,
There’s a sadness by the end of day,
A karmic price I’ve got to pay.
A better friend I could’ve been,
A few more thoughts I should’ve given,
But at life I could never win,
For I never loved myself from within.
Something was always missing,
Something was always off.
You weren’t always the friend that I needed,
I too wasn’t better than subpar.
It sucks that things ended this way,
They shouldn’t have gone so far.
I’m sorry that I fucked it up so bad,
Only regrets for this time apart.